在这个目的、功利、简历至上的时代（这无可指摘），我所信奉的一种生活方式（懒惰主义/浪漫主义）是：在某些上不了台面/不足为外人道的兴致上持续投入精力。例如在自己建的小破网站写狗屁诗，读对本专业毫无用处的书，喝酒，玩单机游戏，等等。
2020.10.19
做人好难，人真的有连贯性和完整性吗，午睡前后心态会有重大变化，在客厅里和在卧室里觉得人生目标都不一样，支离破碎的一个人怎样勠力同心？
2021.1.28
过去我对生活的思考，似乎陷入「应然」的逻辑陷阱。平凡与不平凡应该追求哪个？深远的理想和肤浅的快乐应该追求哪个？物质和精神应该追求哪个？可是这些问题没有真正合乎理性的答案，因为人生是偶然的，生命是无意义的。倒是换个角度，恰好是从「实然」出发，生活实际过成什么样的，也就应该是什么样的。每一次做出行动的时候，背后并没有真正的理性来赋予它意义，倒不如说行动本身就是意义。所有的人生都是平等的，跟巨大的荒谬对抗而已。这样说还是太抽象，像是把加缪说的话汉译英再英译汉。最后试着举个例子，这个道理下，爱的本质就是，你要怎样，我们就怎样。
2021.2.17
Well!!!! I had thought my website was closed down and had no energy to recover it. But now I find it still accessible from a network outside CN. It's banned just because... I hadn't set up the website Bei'an asked by CN gov on time. I'm just lazy and busy.
So, now, I can still post something.
views.py 视图：把变量传给网页模板
urls.py 路由：指定url地址对应的view
I found an amazing software named sonic-pi.
You code the music.
You can write codes with loops, controlling sound effects with synthesizers.
And you can edit your codes while playing the music to control it, making you like a DJ!
It's an App on github open-sourced by the company of Raspberry Pi: Sonic Pi
HDFS文件系统+MapReduce数据处理
假如有1T的数据，我想一行一行正则过滤出想要的内容。就需要
那么Hadoop就会把这个工作自动分配给你已有的n个计算结点去完成
b站看的爱可可老师上传的公开课《不用博士学位玩转Tensorflow深度学习》。
话说爱可可-爱生活老师真·神仙老师，我从微博关注到b站。上次宣姐问我居然也关注他们老师，我才知道是北邮的老师。羡慕！！
\[ softmax(X.W + b) \]
b站看的爱可可老师上传的公开课《不用博士学位玩转Tensorflow深度学习》。这是第二集，第一集讲的是全连接和卷积网络。
关键就是绿色那部分的结果，在下一次又会和蓝色的inputs连接在一起，再次作为输入，称其为state
(To be continued...)
用 Sublime Text 3 太久了，太爱这个配色了。今天上GitHub上找到了，我要把配色方案记下来:
Tomorrow theme variations in shown in TextMate with Ruby code and the font "Menlo".
Oh my god. I'm so busy recently. It's stressful for me to prepare for the GRE test. And I'm going to apply for graduate schools. And I also wanna find an internship before I graduate.
But my personal server met some problems several months ago. After I bought a new server in Ali cloud, I have to configure a new certification for the https. But some weird problems always stop me.
Now I have gotten several reasons to finish these tasks:
Come on.
搞一下github.io网站 先用它
Well, my last post met some problem that the picture of my beautiful console can not be seen.
I find the Typora can automatically upload every pic now. It gives a custom command for me to config.
My personal server now gets some problems in configuring the https road. So I'll note the method here. After I solve the problem of the server, I'll configure a .sh file to automatically upload the pics in the markdown file, and then my website will successfully show them.
I really really hope in the future I won't forget these things.
